What kind of relationship is this?

He said to me want to try it out.
Dont want any commitment yet.
Do u think it works?
I don't have confident at all. and, i'm insecure.
I really likes him.
Just hope get a little bit attention from him.
Caring. Sweet words.
I can't even love him more deeper.
It is becos he is going to somewhere else.
Leaving Malaysia. Leaving me.
Anyhow, I can't do anything. I can't just stop him from continue his study.
Maybe we will broke anytime.
But, I really appreciate every moment when together with you.
I really hope the time stop during the moment we hugging each other.
I will always put it in a secret corner in my heart.
This will b the secret for myself forever.
I doesnt want to let u knw, hw much I love you.
Cos.. this will be a burden for you maybe.
I just hope you will be happy no matter where you are.
And, please don't forget me.

Updated myself.

Quite a long time I didn't update my blog, I broke up with him 1 month ago. It is not because of anyone, It's just because of some major problems. Seriously, I am very tired. I want to be free from him. I did love him, But, what he did to me hurt me a lot. Nobody will understand this. Everyone thought that I played him. Not serious in this relationship. But,if u were me, I am sure you also will do the same thing. Recently, I fall to someone. I thought he fall to me too. Unfortunately, I misunderstand perhaps. It hurts me so much too. But,after I sung with my best friends yesterday in Neway, I feel better. I didn't miss him anymore. I cried while sung yesterday. This will be the last tears for him. I will not waste my tears for him or anyone anymore. I should prepare for my university from now on. Treat everyone as friend only will be the best solution.