What kind of relationship is this?

He said to me want to try it out.
Dont want any commitment yet.
Do u think it works?
I don't have confident at all. and, i'm insecure.
I really likes him.
Just hope get a little bit attention from him.
Caring. Sweet words.
I can't even love him more deeper.
It is becos he is going to somewhere else.
Leaving Malaysia. Leaving me.
Anyhow, I can't do anything. I can't just stop him from continue his study.
Maybe we will broke anytime.
But, I really appreciate every moment when together with you.
I really hope the time stop during the moment we hugging each other.
I will always put it in a secret corner in my heart.
This will b the secret for myself forever.
I doesnt want to let u knw, hw much I love you.
Cos.. this will be a burden for you maybe.
I just hope you will be happy no matter where you are.
And, please don't forget me.

Updated myself.

Quite a long time I didn't update my blog, I broke up with him 1 month ago. It is not because of anyone, It's just because of some major problems. Seriously, I am very tired. I want to be free from him. I did love him, But, what he did to me hurt me a lot. Nobody will understand this. Everyone thought that I played him. Not serious in this relationship. But,if u were me, I am sure you also will do the same thing. Recently, I fall to someone. I thought he fall to me too. Unfortunately, I misunderstand perhaps. It hurts me so much too. But,after I sung with my best friends yesterday in Neway, I feel better. I didn't miss him anymore. I cried while sung yesterday. This will be the last tears for him. I will not waste my tears for him or anyone anymore. I should prepare for my university from now on. Treat everyone as friend only will be the best solution.

The 1st day of 2011

Hi everyone.
Today is 1.1.11
Isnt it very special?
Do you plan what to do this year?
Past is pass
We must looking forward for our future
Make a well plan for 2011
and work for it!
Do some meaningful things
and achieve something
by this year!
It is a good chance :]
Do u feel so?
I will hardworking for my exam too
Everything have to start over again :p
I wish everyone will enjoy
and good luck this year!

Goodbye 2010 and Hello to...

2011!!
Lastly, Happy New Year :]

The end of year 2010, the beginning of year 2011

Time walk very fast,
These 2 days
will be the last for year 2010,
and what did i achieve?
what good things i had did?
did i waste my time?
I grow day by day,
year by year.
next month,
I will be 19 already =]
and im planning,
how to celebrate my b'day,
Everytime,
when it reach my birthday,
I will hope all of my friends
can celebrate it with me.
Cos it let me feel im not alone.
How good huh this feeling.
I have only 1 main wish,
I wish all my friends
could sit down
and celebrate with me
It is a very memorable day i think,
Cause u know?
when someday..
we grow up day by day,
year by year,
someday we will working,
so.. i think that time it will be more hard
to invite my friends
to join me
on my birthday party
so i have to appreaciate every moment
while now my friend still available to join me
Hehe, and my other wish ofcos,
I hope to get Hello Kitty present.
It will be my favorite things.

Hehe, well. thats all. I will be stop here.
Wish my friend can attend that day,
don't make me lonely.
:]

Beautiful Day

Wow
This few days
keep outgoing
and never study yet
when only i can start my study?
Next year,
I will be seat for my last final
Exam!
This will decide which U
Im going
*sigh
2 more weeks im going to back to school
Maybe scold by teacher?
Cos too many days never go to school
during holiday
Will i blacklisted?
Oh shit!
How i can practice my english?
Just reading newspaper can improve ah?
I need it for my muet
Can someone tell me the ways?
to improve english?
I dun wan failed in my muet speaking edi.
Sad~~~ T.T
May god bless me.

This is life

For a normal working people,
their activity is
work is ofcos,
come back home then,
Eat,sleep,Tv
Then when only is for family day?
And for a women,
after marridge,
U will have more responsible on u.
U have responsible
to take care ur husband
ur mother/father in law
have children
take care children
earn money for family
gv the best education for ur children
What else?
Clean the house,
be patient and ready
U will not to be free anymore.
U dont have enough time to enjoy
with friends or even husband
ur job is work/family
Dont u think this kind of life
getting boring?
Do u think before is this calling a life?
Let me tell u whats call life.
What u shud do 1st is.
1. Choose ur career(this is very important,
cause it is related to ur future)
2. Have extra income
3 Clear ur debts.
4. Start to save money
5. Quit ur work and relax.
6.Get ur favourite things.(bungalow,car)
7. Have family day (everyday)


This is what i call as life.Women not nessesary need to marridge a rich guy.
But important is how to make money,know to imporve himself,have responsible.
Hardwork makes miracles!
(:

Peace =)

I found that im very lucky
Thanks to my parents
spend the money and time
for bring us to Singapore
have a wonderful holiday trip
I knw that
There is alot of ppl
look down on me
keep thinking that
I wont be success
and they think that i treat my mum badly
Yes,it is true.
I am not a good girl
I duno how to treat my mum better
But, when she go to Dubai
for this few days, i feel that
I miss her alot.
she is very important in my heart
Sorry if im not treat her better
Sorry i cant control my emotion well
I lose control,
I am sorry to her.
Nobody understand my feeling,
cause they wont trust me.
I can lose anything but..
I cnt lose my parents.
especially my mum
she take a good care of me
thanks mum,for patient

with my attitude,my emotion,
my anger,my selfish.
I will do my best,
whatever i do
to correct my bad attitudes
I will not let anyone look down on me.